Plugging back in for a while

I'm not even sure if anyone will ready this, but I just needed some get some things out and blogging is so much cheaper than therapy. Things at work are great, I finished my largest fundraiser in May and we raise almost $270k. I feel really good about it considering it was my first really large event.

I just got back from my Mecca- also know as the beach. I just love it there but I don't think I would want to live there. I think if I lived there it wouldn't be as special and perhaps I would take it for granted. I love the life I have created for myself here in Nashville. God has truly blessed me with amazing friends. My mom is moving here this weekend and I could not be more excited!

As far as the love life goes, it's still crazy. I am just coming out of an extremely dysfunctional relationship. I have been on and off with this guy since January. What I am learning (and what seems like common sense of course) is that I deserve better, so much better than him. To be quite honest, he doesn't deserve me. I have said this so many times I feel like a broken record. I certainly hope Mr.Right is on his way, but I have had my share of Mr.Wrongs!!!

So I am going to take a deep breath and let the loving light of Christ fill my heart. I am truly blessed... I hope all is well out there in blogland...

Here's a funny tidbit... I have started this world religion class at church.. so I'm sitting there just listening, and this guy comes and sits next to me... I get a glimpse of him and I am like "oh my heavens, thank you Jesus for putting this most beautiful (and what I thought to be single) man next to me. He is a company commander with the 101st Airborne Division and was in the everyday camo gear... I could have just died right there on the spot... I mean we are talking 30 kinds of beautiful! So we kind of chat after class and I'm still thinking to myself, "serisously, I think I am in love" ... Then he says to me "this is my fiancee" and over walks the skinniest and somewhat odd looking girl... oh and they are getting marriend this weekend... It's like that Alanis Morrisette song "Ironic"... I think that should be the theme song of my life. I find it extremely hysterical at this point!!!

Much love and Many Blessings!
BG